Paramour.
even so, we held on to like grim death not knowing that we can never get blood out of stone and simply, not knowing that there is no use flogging a dead horse.



hell-oh yell-oh jell-oh! :D. twirls* hair. i am a happy girl! h.a.p.p.y. happy! happy, happy, happy! haha. happy only! :D. teehee.

no monday blues today not because of the new episodes from the shows i am chasing but because.. i bought my instax! she's so cute, her name is Tiffany(:, my new baby. ♥♥♥! i am going to get my DSLR next month and that will be the last gadget i am going to buy this year apart from the new lappy that i am getting for university(say until like i confirmed get in already, LOL). no more blackberry for me as the functions i will be using on blackberry, baby Tristan(: also has it, the only thing i want from blackberry is the brand. i shan't be materialistic. ;). oh oh, i bought a new shirt for baby Taylor(: too but i took the wrong one because i was rushing to get home. pouts*. :/. i think i am going to sell it to my sis II since she's going to get her iphone tomorrow. heh. hopefully, she buys from me so i can go get the correct macmosphere one or i'll just stick to it. crosses* fingers. :).

i had chocolate milk tea from sweet talk(each a cup's nicer!) and chippy's calamari rings for brunch too. another reason to be happy only! :P. i tried to curl my hair(points* to the photos above) like the hairstyle i wanted which i've concluded that i look better with straight hair. i shall stick to straight hair despite it being boring with the capital B. it's better to look boring than to look even fatter and older than i already am right? :).

anyhow, i am going to officially start teaching tomorrow. nervous much yet excited only. :S. so today, i followed the kids to their swim. they are so cute, like little ducks waddling in the water. now, i feel like going for a swim. haha. the only reason if i ever do become a teacher, it will be due to the kids mansxz. ^^. i marked their work today too, now i know why my History teachers like marking our essays, must be all the mistakes we made that they laugh at like how i laugh at my kids. :X. that reminds me of my epic failed History essay with the "World Trade Organisation formerly known as World Bank" during A's. :(. zzz. you won't understand how traumatic it is for a History student to make such STUPID mistake. sigh. please still lemme get my A for History or else i don't think i'll even have an A on my A level's certificate. boohoo.

okie dokie, ending here before i get all emo over my failed History essay, love & bye! au revoir. :].

calamari rings and chocolate milk tea for brunch! :D.
tell me who is happier than alynie magenty? teehee.
come, meet baby Tiffany(:, it's ♥! :D.
the new shirt.
mad chio but wrong one, it doesn't fit. :(.
the other two shirts. did i mention my awesome Best Partner gave me his black macmosphere cover? ^^.
it can even fit baby Tristan(: but macam iphone wannabe siol.
like a cool only, i'd buy the books if they weren't different from the show.
in the bus.
curls make my face look even fatter. :/.
it will be hard to maintain if i really do perm.
photo from another time, good hair day babeh. :).
from saturday.

; baby, i said you can have whatever you like - T.I.

♥,
xoxo.
16:54

Ignoramus.
Leftovers in their less visible form are called memories. Stored in the refrigerator of the mind and the cupboard of the heart.



yo sup world? :D. more photos of niece and i from yesterday in baby Tinkerbelle(: that i forgot to transfer. my niece is just too cute. ^^.

today was truly Sabbath day for me, the only day of the week that i am not at work. :). heh. i didn't tweet much either and am taking all the time in the world to blog. haha. :P. i uploaded the photos onto this space like two hours ago and only to fill it with words now. :X.

the week is going to start, again. frowns*. long week ahead for me uh. :S. i foresee Monday blues tomorrow but luckily, there is autumn's concerto and fringe. teehee. ;). that does not make me a whole lot happier though. :/. i want February to end now, na-ow, NOW! :(.

umm, i am lost for words and i have barely started. LOL. -.-. ending it here then, hasta la vista baby! :].

should i get my boring straight hair permed to this..

should i? ponders*.


; when did i become unbeautiful? when did we fall apart or did you lie from the start? - lesley roy.

♥,
xoxo.
19:41

Clouds.
if you have really loved someone, you'd never stop loving this person because love never stops, it never ceases once it begins.


♥♥♥! :D. teehee. my niece is love, she's so cuuuuuuute. ^^.

anyway, last night's work was thrilling since i was busily finding for mistakes i made to rectify them. no mistakes last night, again. woohoo! ;). went to meet ZheHua(: at Novena once i woke up to collect baby Taylor(:. welcome back to mama, i miss you baby even though i had an imitation of you to accompany me the past few weeks. HAHA. had prawn mee at Whitley store along with you tiao stuffed with fish paste and coke for brunch, nice! :D. who cares about dieting? oops. :S. tomorrow la tomorrow. :X. for the first time, he watched me eat instead of me watching him. heh. we walked aimlessly for a bit before he bought two geeky IT magazines and we settled down at Mcdonald's to read them. we shared a hot fudge sundae because i was too full or rather, i got forced to eat. karma i'd say since i was the one who forced him to treat me ice cream yesterday. LOL. :P. i took a walk home, therapeutic as always with the deep thoughts i held in my head whilst walking. haven't had time to think lately luh since i am holding two jobs and attempting to complete dollhouse. :/.

speaking of which, i have been working macam i am working full time but i am still broke. T.T. zzz. December pay from revenue house was blasted on baby Taylor(:, have not receive January pay from revenue house yet plus i only worked four days in January and Butter's weekly pay received twice and spent on the loots bought lately. -.-. it sucks to not have a high paying job. boohoo. :(. blah. on a happier note, i think i am going to get my instax mini 7 soon despite being broke uh. :7.

aight folks, i am going back to dollhouse(really inspirational you know) yo, stay tuned! :].


:).
we are so fair! i want to be tanned! :/.
:B.
:P.
pout*.
bleah!
rolls* tongue.
:D.
twist*.
I.
II.
III.
IV.
V.
VI.
VII.
VIII.
IX.
X.
smiles*.
W & M. :D.
teehee.
looks* down.
piggies.
tongue!
:B.
playing with our hair.
i look so kiddy here. -.-.
happy only!
bloop!
aw.
so cute!
melts*.
bo gay. HAHA.
boo.
looks* to the left.
inserts* a caption i have not thought off yet.
i am going crazy.
favourite things and niece! :D.
Windy(: and Mickey.
kisses, mwah!
bao bao! :D.
border I.
II.
III.
IV.
V.
VI - I.
VI - II.
VII.
VIII.
VI - III.
IX.
X.
VIII - II.
angelic or satanic.
pirate!
angelic this time.
mad love this photo! (L). :D. ♥.
she loves me. HAHA.
posing without our faces.
waves*.
niecey looking innocent.
her and my twist.
pui kia! :X.


; i want to make love right now, right now, now now now - akon.

♥,
xoxo.
18:00

Underwhelming.
there is no balm for that bruised ego of yours, we will parcel out the blame later since we both wove more than one impossible thread into this tapestry.



yeeeha! :D. TGIF babeh! the thought of not having to go to school tomorrow makes me gleeeeeful. grins*.

thirteen days more of my internship left stretched over the next three weeks, counting down already. i can't wait for it to end, really! :S. despite i absolutely love the kids and like reading their work, the rest of being a teacher is simply distasteful. :/.

anyway, it seems like i am procrastinating my diet plan. temptation is the culprit uh. i passed by Selegie soya been store and kfc while i was on the way home, so i happily went in to get tauhway and egg tart(mad love! ♥!). that's not all, i came home and cooked cheese kimchi ramen. :P. happy, happy, HAPPY! :D. i am currently still craving for ondeh ondeh. gosh, imagine gula melaka on your tongue with the coconut shreds. drools*. and and, daddy is on the way home with chicken wings for me. evil laughs*. ;D. sinful ttm luh. aiya, diet plan starts tomorrow instead okay. :X.

i can't be bothered about some airhead any more. it doesn't pay to be kind, does it? i am not that free to start a blog war with you yo. posting your link/ name here would only lead my 1oo+ readers to your pathetic blog, not a lot i know but certainly more than yours. ;). how about talking to me face to face, nothing beats a actual confrontation instead of some empty threats over the net. seriously, get a life. i read a gazillion blogs a day and you're just lucky or unlucky to be one of them and and the one that rips my blog. last sentence i'm wasting on you, bye you.

oh yeah, me likey the new facebook interface, i can now easily access my games. though, i agree facebook is indeed boring except the games(cafe world, restaurant city, farmville, barn buddy, fishville, mafia wars) and the "become a fan". i am currently a fan of 1329 groups, LOL. :P. oh oh, how's my new blog song? it's kings and queens by 3o seconds to mars, naice! ^^.

okay, daddy is back with the wings. yay! he just told me we are going to Malaysia to visit my aunt on the 19th, cool or what! before anyone gets the wrong idea, me = Singaporean. don't degrade me uh. haha. i shall go and savour them whilst continuing more of dollhouse. happy only! teehee. :3.

gooooooooooooodbye! watch this space. :].

more doodling in class to stay awake. yes, happy only!
painted my nails pink! :D.
i am an idiot, hit my hand against the corner of the table. guess i was too sleepy uh.
sinful! :P. selegie tauhway, kfc egg tart, cheese kimchi ramen and chrysanthemum tea!
always neh finish the noodles but finish the soup! :S.
guess what this is?
hole puncher. coolio right?
my next week's timetable, 21 and a 1/2 hours empty!

♥,
xoxo.
15:38

Aubade.
you have officially hit a whole new level of weird that i marvel at, i thought i was peculiar but you're worse.



ooo la la! :D. i really ought to be sleeping now instead of being in the cyberworld, i've not slept for the past 3o hours+ or so since i woke up at o6ooam in the morning yesterday. i am not sleepy whenever i'm home but when i'm out of the house, it's like i'm instantly transformed from a hyperactive kid to a sleepyhead. zzz. :/.

umm, so yesterday after blogging that post, i didn't manage to doze off while snuggling up in army of pillows with bao bao. i ended up curling up and reading p.s. i love you at beyond Godlike snail speed, LOL. :P. i guess it's because i watched the movie and i know what's gonna happen, that's why it no longer intrigues me uh. shrugs*. heh. waste money only. :S.

work last night was good because i managed to rectify all the mistakes i made, nice. woohoo! ^^. (Y). after work, i took a looooooong journey to the East before coming home because i shared the ride with the East siders. from Butter to my house travelling by bus only takes 1o mins but guess what? i took 75mins to reach home yesterday. -.-. grumbles*. never again, will i take the East ride again.

rested at home for around 9o mins or so this morning and rushed out again. day at school was such a drag, it's like it reinforced the fact that i can't be a teacher daily luh. :X. frowns*. y'all know how much i love black right, the environment in school simply does not allow me to wear full black, i perspire in class everyday please. :(.

oh well, today's only happy note is that i had gong cha milk tea with pearls(♥!!!). i am craving for kfc egg tarts now, i want them even more than anything after reading OhSoFickle and XiaXue's blog. pouts*. oh yeah! should i dye my hair and should i perm my hair and and should i get contact lens(i know my cornea is dented, maybe it's undent already? LOL)? ponders*. i am so fickle! T.T.

♥,
xoxo.
15:14

Rudimentary.
it is better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for what you are not, so stop trying to be me honey.

♥,
xoxo.
16:14

Collide.
i'm not playing by your rules any more, because the rules don't make sense, you're just an absolute dictator.

♥,
xoxo.
17:02